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Sunday, April 5, 2009

felt super bored and suddenly inspired!

here goes:

"i am a dementia patient.

i lie in bed, everyday, to be rolled over in bed by this stranger i do not know.

i can't really see too far ahead of me, but i guess, it doesn't matter, for all that i can see is the peeling paint on the white ceiling.

i can sometimes hear my parents, my ancestors, calling out to be from the door not too far away, telling me to visit them.

i hear my caretaker coming over now.

i do not know who she is, but all i know is that she comforts me all the time.

i guess, i've forgotten too much. whatever that has shaped me till now, the memories whisked away into the ebb of time.

i want to ask for water but my raspy throat can't make a sound. all i can do is cough to call for attention.

i want to speak my mind about my good ol' friends, those friends who would play chess with me.

i want to tell the world that i am still alive, with this burning passion in me.

but when i want to, i can't.

i fail.

i get angry. unhappy. trapped in a world of my own, in this world of mine.

perhaps, it was because of my past. whatever i've done, i have not faced it; whatever i've done, i have not repent. i have not forgiven others for their wrongdoings.

and myself for my misdeeds.

one day, i'll fade into the sands of time. i might die today, tonight, the next day, the next evening. but when the journey of life comes to an end, i may, eventually, find out why i lived in the first place.

i am a dementia patient. my caretaker is my wife. and i fear death, i fear to forget, and i fear to be unable to speak my soul."

author: edmund! (sorry for such a weird post. but i was thinking of writing this down somewhere anyway)

o9s7d uh-ed @ 1:07 AM